All yee dance music lovers!

So every single day begins and ends the same.
I see them pushing to get on board a crowded train.
Out of the pouring rain, to face another pain..
Why you so afraid of the other side?
It's just a big parade, it's people on display.
If one should stumble, imagine what the rest would say.
They're making harmless sounds.
Their heads go round and round.
Why do you stay away from the other side?

Now you have to believe in me.
I'll live Until The Day I die.
You have to believe in me.
I'll live Until The Day I die.

Until The Day I Die

You'll see me in the clouds, laughing a bit too loud.
You'll see me crying 'cause I'm too crazy to be proud.
Today I'll celebrate, tomorrow is too late.
I'll be out there pushing the boderline.
Postponing is a crime, who knows if I have time.
When this is over I hope I never walked the line.
So call me immature, at least I know I'm sure.
I'll be crossing over the boderline.

Now you have to believe in me.
I'll live Until The Day I die.
You have to believe in me.
I'll live Until The Day I die.

Until The Day I Die
(Have to Believe...)

I hear everybody say that today is the day and
Sooner or later my luck is gotta change.
Well, that day is never near if you're
Living by you're fear.
Stand up and shout “You're Alive”

Until The Day I Die
Now you have to believe in me.
I'll live Until The Day I die.
You have to believe in me.
I'll live Until The Day I die.


Now you have to believe in me.
I'll live Until The Day I die.
You have to believe in me.
I'll live Until The Day I die.

Oh ho ho hoe Merry X(rated)Mas.

I sit here, staring at full glasses of untouched vodka-coke mixes, with new tracks from MOS and Tiesto podcasts from iTunes, braving PMS and trying to organize my life. Opening slides to start studying, the altecs blaring something MOS spat out this summer and wiping tears that came without a-single-cause *oh so cacat me knows* but I have to put all that on hold till I get a brand new box of cancer sticks.

My life = perfect. Why?

*Givin ya'll the attitude*

Hearts Hearts Heartss!!!

Faith is a powerful thing.

People can think whatever they want.

But perhaps exercising respect for other individuals and their spiritual beliefs rather than go around calling others or their choice of spirituality as illusional, misled, etc wouldn't kill them. If you're going to take on a stand about religion or beliefs you're going to have to do it with grace that good teachings your own religion has supposedly groomed you with. This is difficult buuuut it's no longer an option as people have gotten real smart and analytical.

Watch how you preach, you must first know the difference between singing and spitting. You sing they hear you spit you're a joke.

i noticed

That u are still that silly egoistical lil girl i knew.
Totally did that on purpose. Anyone wuda taken it as a joke...you totally didn't.

Normally if someone said that to me, i wuda said ROFLBAHAHA SCREW YEWW.

Tapi kamu sayangku, it's not even the fact that I'm different from u. Same ol same ol. Small things, you can't take it. I still remember all the grisly lil details n how to shoo u off i guess. With u there was this sense of competition that you must appear better. I was tired of it before, tired of it now, totally not into it. The drama, the bitching, politics, fights...pffft i had to like make shit up to get ur ass outta messes. So not the scene anymore. I'm not better than u. Just got no time for things u take literally. Seriously no time, no patience, no reason. Why you do is also not worth the time. Those days were really fulla aches a girl like me didn't need.

All i had to do...was pinch u. The type of pinch that would tickle the rest of mankind. Heh...retarded. Bible said pride was Lucifer's downfall kan kan? :P

What do they call it...oh...inferiority complex? Didn't grow up, just grew old.

Guess i found out the easy way ay?

Consider yourself honored for this mention. Twas a big smile on my face too. Satisfaction? Totally. And relief oh don't forget relief. Couldn't imagine u getting over yourself really, not even being sarcastic. At least now I know I was right.

I ALSO noticed that i can't, for the life of me pronounce cephalosporin drugs. cefe cefi ceflo, cefa...pffffft

How am i gonna do today's paper? Crossed fingers. I'm so tired.
Tra.la.la.